Those who know me, knows that as far back as I had any understanding, all I had ever wanted was to be a wife and a mother of six bambinos. I saw myself as a stay at home mom and housewife. You can only imagine how much I fussed with God has the years came and are going by without my desire coming to fruition.
This morning as I was getting dressed for church, I got in my size 8 dress that fits but somehow the zipper got stuck around the waist line. As I tried to zip up without any success I began fussing and God and telling Him that it was not my desire to be alone but that He had chosen this pathway for me. I tugged and tugged for another 5 minutes and then I resolved that I will drive to church with my back exposed where I would ask someone to finish zipping me up. Out of the blue I said aloud and with less defiance, " God you say you can take care of all my needs. Please help me pull up this zip". I kid you not, I reached back and tugged at the zipper and without any effort it went up.
Although I still fuss, I am learning to accept that where I am is where He wants me to be and that He will supply All of my needs. Thank you God for being my all in all. I love you but you love me more. Its gonna be alright!
